Each day is supposed to get easier but there are times when they are much harder to deal with than the last :( Words really cant describe how much I miss u and love u.I think about u everyday and just for a moment the other day for some reason I thought u were still here and in that moment when I thought about u I smiled probably the biggest smile I have ever done for a long time.I miss you so much but cant ever do anything to let u know that,I talk hoping that ur listenin but its not the same.I would do anything to see you again and have u back here with us.I hope u know how much u mean to me.U r truly special and I know that u never thought of urself that way but u r.The memories I have of u r some of the best memories I have ever had.I love u with all my heart and will never stop loving u.I miss u so much.​xxxxxxxxxxxxxx​xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

If tears could build a stairway
and thoughts a memory lane
I'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again
No Farewell words were spoken
No time to say goodbye
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knows why.
My heart's still active in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now I know you want us
To mourn for you no more
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten
I pledge to you today
A hallowed place within my heart
Is where you'll always stay

Love you Mum...always will,i just wish you were still here with us....Honeys been saying she misses you recently too...we all miss you so much xxxx

Saw on fb a girl took her own life and left behind 3 kids....she was 2 years younger than me...it really upset me earlier..and it also got me thinking about you...you left your 3 kids behind...i know you didnt take your own life....but i know you will be sad your not here and i guess that poor girl will too... why is life so cruel? i dont understand it at times...i really dont...as much i have to get on with my life...i cant stop thinking about you ...you mean the world to me Mum...and going through life without you is a bit of a struggle....it hurts a lot...im a lot happier now...but i still need you....a girl always needs her Mum...i wish you were here so much...iv got so much to tell you...and i really would like a cuddle from you....i miss you more everyday....and i will never stop loving you...ever ! xxxxx

Merry Christmas Nancy.I love and miss u like crazy and it still doesnt feel right u not being here.I wish I could tell u right now how much u mean to me.I miss u like u wouldnt believe.I just want u to be happy and smiling.These r the times I hate when we'r celebrating things like this because ur not here to share the moment with us.I know ur here in spirit cos I get a strong feeling that u r.U mean the world to me,I love u so much.Thinkin about u alot especially today.Love u so much.Merry Christmas Nancy x xTx

Merry Christmas Mum...you may not be here but i wont ever forget you ...especially on days like this...when we should all be together...no more visits i know...and im slowly beginning to accept that although its going to take a long long time for it all to sink in...but i just want to send a message to you today to let you know i am thinking of you...like every other day...i miss you so much and i love you more than you could ever know...i hope you are happy where you are...i wont ever stop thinking about you Mum....i will miss and love you forever xxxx

Cant believe you've been gone for over 2 years :( Life just isnt fair and I always question y did it have to happen,why did it have to be you :( I love u with all my heart and the pain will never go away.It hasnt since u left.I never got to thank you enough for everything u done for me and I truly appreciate it.U could make anyones life better just by being there,and its sad because I dont think u know how special u are.I would always look forward to most of my weekends because it meant I would get to c u.I dream about u sometimes and just wish I could pull u out of my dream so that u would be here.I miss ur laugh so much and your voice and the most amazin hugs anyone could want cos it was filled with so much love.I would do anything to have u back here because ur missed so much.I wish u knew how much influence u have on people.......I love you so much Nancy with all my heart and I miss u like u wouldnt believe.... I love you Nancy xxxxx xTx

I miss you so much....Everyday :'( xxxxxx

We can shed tears that she has gone or we can smile because she has lived.
We can close our eyes and pray that she'll come back or we can open our eyes and see all she has left.
Our hearts can be empty because we can't see her or it can be full of the love she shared. We can cry and close our minds, be empty and turn our backs or we can do what she'd want smile, open our eyes, cherish her memory and let it live on...x

I know what I have to do Mum....but its hard....i cant explain the feeling..the pain...the hurt..the anger...i want you here so much...and people say to let you go and get on with life....but its much harder than they think....i miss you more than i ever thought possible...im trying hard to get on with life but i just cant accept your not here anymore....i miss you and love you so much :( xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy Birthday Mum....47 today.. :) you'll always be 44 to me...you will never grow old....i will always remember your beautiful face and your amazing smile.....i miss you so much ...it hurts :'( xxx

We all miss you so much.... Me.. Frances.. Robert Ryan and Honey..everyone....we sent a lantern up for you...Honey cuddled me and said she wished you were still here and that she misses you....love you so much Mum...i always will :( xxx

2 years 2day Mum....still cant believe it....dont think i ever will.... i still think your here...i cant accept that youv gone....hurts so much... i love you and i always will xx thanx for being a great Mum and great friend, i miss you so much...i dont think this feeling will ever go away... iv got te memories Mum....no1 can take them from me ehh i'll always love you Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 44 kisses....1 for all your years here

Im missing you so much Mum....coming up 2 years now...i honestly cant believe i havent seen you for 2 years...i hate this feeling...this horrible feeling iv had for the past 2 years....i hate it so much !!! i need you so much Mum....it makes me so angry !!!!im so sad!!!and theres nothing i can do....i feel so helpless....Ryan is hurting a lot and so is Robert...we all miss you so much Mum......we love you more than anything !! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i miss you and love you so much :( life is so unfair at times !! it really is !! :/ xxxxxx

I am missing you so much .........

spoke with auntie Frances on the phone 2nite and then carol came on to talk to me....Frances was laughing away in the background...i just sat there listening to her laugh...it was you...for that few seconds i heard you laugh....im really missing you... i swear i am....it hurts so much without you here xxx

I still cant take it in....no matter how much i try...i wont ever get over this....i miss you so much !! i honestly do....i cant explain to anyone exactly how i feel but its horrible !! I wont ever stop thinking about you and it hurts me so much not having you here...im goin to big 30 on Wed....had my party..wasnt the same without you!!we used to laugh and joke about me turning 30 ehh...because i always told people i was younger !! i miss those times with you...i miss your laughter so much !! you were always smiling Mum...i will always remember that about you...always..im pretty much the same...and i see a lot of you in me now... shame you aint here to share life with anymore....hurts ore than you'll ever kno.....miss you and love you more than life itself !! gbnf ...you'll always be my angel....id do anything to turn back time and spend your few last days with you .....but its just not possible ehh xxxxxxxxxxxxxx